I would hate to complain, but....

Last night Ashten and I ventured to a few different stores to buy some space heaters. As we watched a store associate show off several different space heaters, there was a mother and daughter shopping together for space heaters. Their reason was the same as ours - Heating Oil cost way too much money. Now, every place I have lived in ever since I moved out of my parents house has used fuel oil to heat the house with, yet every time I tell someone that fuel oil is used they reply with shock. This is not shocking to me since other than my parents house, I have never experienced a different option. This year is proving to be the most challenging. It would cost over $900.00 to fill the oil tank up, which would probably supply us with heat for one third of the winter season. That is impossible on our budget, absolutely impossible and when I called and figured out how much it would be to fill up our tank it made my stomach hurt. So instead of taking a loan out so we can have inadequate heat this winter, we bought some space heaters and we are going to seal off this apartment.

Here is what I have been thinking about lately. What kind of low income person could afford that? I don't even consider Ashten and I to be a part of the lower low class, and we can't afford it. How is a couple that relies on welfare and their low wage pay from Wal Mart, Burger King, McDonalds, or another of the hundred places that pays too low; how are these people going to afford any fuel? I consider ourselves lucky that we can afford space heaters as an alternative heat, but many people will not be able to do even that. I find this sad and very pathetic that there are people taking full advantage of low class people JUST BECAUSE THE POOR PREFER NOT TO FREEZE TO DEATH! What in the world, where has sympathy for the poor gone? Instead of recognizing people in need, the billionaires at the fuel companies are making their largest profits ever while people have to choose between heat, giving Christmas gifts, and eating food this month. I think we need Jesus...I am sure we need Jesus.

The following are some links that I found explaining some of the facts about heating oil, such as price comparisons, the reality of oil heating, and some small ways there are assistance for people who can not afford it.

Citizens Energy
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What Consumers Should Know About Heating Oil

It is great that there are people and organizations trying to help the low class, but sadly it is not enough. I think in all reality it takes landlords who will realize that it is not right to ask someone to pay this much for oil just to stay warm...landlords that will respect earth and the low class's wallet. Solar heating, better windows that do not let air in and out, and safe measures that reduce the need for space heaters. This would benefit the landlord in the long run and help the renters immediately.

I realize that this is much banter....and I am sorry. It pains me to see people have to suffer through winter, while also battling seasonal depression and many other factors that make winter so difficult for some people. I do not think heat should be a concern. While I try to calm down and not be so angry about people with lots of money and plenty of heat.....here is a photo of me pre-space heaters and bubble wrap draft proof house.